`i would go the distance

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Man i had no idea giving tuition was so tiring. I felt uncomfortable when i was tutoring him today.It just felt super weird. I felt like he was purposely acting like he didn't know how to do the sums and even how to do simple maths calculations like eg -7+11=?. he got to be kidding right if not he wouldn't have even pass his psle. Come on man, he is gonna take the O's this year and he wants to get an A.Not that i doubt him but if he wants that distinction he should have no how to do those calculations without pondering so long and looking troubled right. After teachong him the addition rule and i ask him to do some exercises, he forgot it. I have to go through very patiently the rule all over again. The way he looks at me makes me feel quite uncomfortable. The place we sat had lots of students passing by too. I felt abit embarrassed seriously. My senior saw me too k. I felt so bad. He doesn't even know how to do his homework or rather he doesn't do it at all.Man.. what should i do. He keeps saying he cant do it and i have to go through almost each exercise with him. When i ask him to do it by himself, he says he can't and that i'm giving him stress. I'm like huh? Then what should i do, i explain at all and you dont try at all? That is not going to help at all.He has to practice that is the only way he can improve. He needs to change his attitude in studying too. I'm just wondering if he was bluffing me that he cannot do those simple maths qn as well as addition and subtraction too.He paid me for 2 lessons already. So i have to cont'd tutoring him.This time i am so gonna change the venue so i won't feel so embarrassed again.

I kinda have an idea for pw. I think i am going to be do with old folks as Singapore is growing towards an aging population. Probably about more facilities and medical help for them.Eliza is still pondering if she should continue with her search for outer space planet for life. J and yaoy still remains undecided. Well, i hope we will all do well for this subject.

Gp lecturer was going through the lecture like a bullet train.So fast, she seems so exhausted at the end of it. She was speeding through her way we had difficulty understanding and grapsing the lecture. She went through the twentith century era, the wars and all. So much has change since then.

I have been slected to the x country team too. However, i think i will end up last as i'm their fifth runner. Plus its open to the whole country so i guess jd will be there too and i will never be able to overtake her at all. Probably lag behind her and the rest for maybe 4 min or so. Harhar.Must train harder man. Gotta be prepared for it. Hehee.

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